Wicked Dollz the art and imagination of N Hunt, Original lowbrow artwork and thinking inspired by the outsider gothic world and doll loving corset wearing freaks. Keep updated on when new art is avlaible. View the odd ranting of the artist at work.
Last year was deathy death year, my brother in law ,my estranged father & my almost 100 year old grand father..one too young, one who I never saw or talked to and one who was expected...still it's all death no matter how ya slice it.
Maybe I was dulled to it all because there was so much , and my brother in law's was so horrible, or maybe because I was dealing with my own illness and treatment, but I never thought that much about my own death in all of this.
I received some money from my father's estate, I wasn't expecting to , but it was nice, and allowed me to invest some for the future. I've been like a good person socking away money for retirement, which is at 65 here.
Thats when it hit me, I may, or may not be here in 15 years. I mean yes breast cancer treatment is getting better & better , and yes I am doing everything I can... but still... I cant even say I'm cancer free for 5 years.
15 years is a long time... making decisions with money as I always have just reminded me all my plans for the future might be null and void. I KNOW I KNOW... but it's hard not to at least prepare yourself for that possible outcome.
I mean I know none of us get out of this game alive, but I do keep thinking about how I have prepared for a future that may never come.